I'm thinking.. Not quite this short. But nearly.

Desperate I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love
Die for anyone
What have I become..

Cutting my hair.

How short do I go.

I'm glad to have you out of my life.

You are gorgeous.

You.

You are the one.

No no ever compares to you.

You make me feel special.

When I'm with you, I just seem to forget everything else, all the stupid drama.

Only you matter.

I would be happy only ever having you.

Fuck everyone else.

I only need you.

There is two sides to my life.
The good side
and
the bad side.
The side with him
and
the side with her.
I need to get rid of the 'her' side.
I need more of the 'him' side.
I love him
and
hate her.

I gave you a second chance.
You went behind my back.
Didn't tell me anything.
Do you think I'm stupid or something?
Like I wouldn't find out?
Every knows.
Well everyone will.
I thought you promised you would change.
Maybe be a better friend?
But no.
You have fucked up this time.
No more chances.
Its over for you.
You need too realise you are actually slowly loosing all your friends.
One by one they are realising how pathetic you really are.
You have dissapointed me.
No more chances.
No more.

What have I become.

I love you Alex.

.

.

.

<3

I want to be (YOU) skinny.

DIRTY.

DIRTY.

SLAGGY.

WHORE.

You are beautiful.

He tells me.

I never agree.

I swear he lies.

But, I know he doesn't.

But I am not beautiful.

Maybe on the inside.

Never on the outside.

Fuck you.
Your life.
Your family.
Your gay NS friends.
Fuck off.
You dirty slag.

EAT ME

can we still be happy.

There is this person.
Sometimes I hate this person.
Sometimes I love them.
Most times I just want them to go away.
They make me feel uncomfortable.
Unusual.
This person is part of me.
I don't want them to be.
Anymore.
I still want this person in my life.
Just not so close.
This person is, so cold.
Only thinks about their own problems.
I need to fix myself before I can help you.
This person needs a lot of fixing.
Nearly as much as I do.
I honestly feel sorry for them.
They don't realise what they are doing.
To their friends.
To their family.
To themselves.
Its fucked up.
I hate you.
But I love you.

<3

^-^

partty.

I love you.

I'm so happy with most things in my life right now.

Most people are being pure amazing.

Some are different.

Some are just, pathetic.

But I try not to let them get me down.

As long as I have him. <3

Puppies, puppies, puppies in her bag, suffocating puppies dying in her bag.

.take a dirty picture for me.